Sometimes I want to drink a toast to you with a nice red at a cozy Italian restaurant in the West Village, and later present you with a mix tape of our favorite songs.
Other times I don't want to be anywhere near you. I experience feelings of detestation so seemingly insurmountable that I feel as though we are looking at each other from opposite sides of the San Andreas Fault. Must there be all those bodies standing so near me?! Is that smell necessary?!! Really? Ugh!
I'm pretty sure it's normal for me to feel this way though. John Tesh says (and I'm paraphrasing) that it's okay to express negative emotion as long as it's constructive and accompanied by something positive.
This is healthy. I'm sure of it.